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March 11 GREAT!!! co0kiEs n CreAm8 March, 2006 - 12:24pm :: Journal
went to sleep at 4am this morning...no idea why but i think it came close to bcoz i was watching l word episodes lol. so i decided that i wasnt going to class today which started at 8am. so i woke up at 12pm, had breaki and started doin my case study for university. that was ok until i got texts from people asking wtf i was doin 2day. one stood out from JB bcoz she wanted to watch a movie...b4 the movie, we went to planet pool and played for like 30 mins...man talk about beating me...shes good as!!! and yet she told me that she wasnt....hmmm lol well PLAN A was to go to the zoo & see her family (as she said lol) but she didnt fnish till 5pm and the zoo shut so PLAN B was movie. we were gona watch this gwyneth movie but we changed our minds and we watched DATE MOVIE which was hard out funny coz it was soooooooooo stoopid but funni. anyway, after that...we jus went to this park and sat there watchin this water feature thing and having a ciggie. then yeah she was telling me that across from where we were, she used to work at (its a bar/restaurant) and this slovakian chick in there didnt like her when she was there. so i told her that we should walk in there and i'll give that chick a piece of my mind- as we were walking past the place, she was llike hiding and stuff so i was thinking of jus going in there and yeah ugh! hahaha...basically jus talked about the same bloody thing...why cant i give her a chance....hmmm....then for some random reason, the topic of dildos came up...then she asked me if i would use it on someone....i said NO PROBLEM, if it satisfies...im there! LOL by this time, we were waiting for her bus whch never came until like 30mins later....then yeah. so i drove back home and got sarcastic comments from Zoey bcoz apparently i didnt invite her to the movies...well HELLO she doesnt like JB so yeah...i didnt think i would invite her...oh well she'll get over it eventually much love xoxoxo March 06 tailbone breakerrrrrrrrrrr co0kiEs n CreAm5 March, 2006 - 1:27pm :: Journal
well today was fanfuckingtastic.......I- wait hold up, we (Zoey and I) were jus both being retarded and putting off our essay writing. i mean come on...what else were we suppose to do? freak the fuck out and crumble and die?? helll no!!! so we were out in the lounge and were mucking around along with Toots...our other roomie and yeah, as always I was runnin around acting all high on COCAINE or somethin chronic and laffing my asian ass off. then i jumped on zoey and partly humped her lol. then anyway.....we were all like hyped up, well I was mostly and i turned around to walk back to my room and zoey fucking grabbed my shoulders and pulled me back. here's me thinking that she might give me a back massage or something so i didnt try and move away and then she fuckin kneed my fuckin ASS!!!! her knee went right up my tail bone and i was like...okk i think this is the time where i should drop on the floor bcoz its fucking hurting. so I DID! and then zoey falls backwards......so here's me on the floor crying and laffing at the same time and fuck i couldnt move for like 10 mins....wahahahahhahahaa then we both got up and pissed ourselves laffin some more......*sigh* aint life great? change of topics, i got a txt from Jono (my ex) and he says that he cant help me this week with my laptop bcoz he is sick with the cold. so i told him to buy deep heat and i'll come over to his hostel and massage him...and so now, ima visit him tomorrow and see how he is. he said he cant even move...poor thing... the other day, the whole crew went out at about 11pm and watched a movie called HOSTEL by quentin tarantino. fuck the whole entire movie, all i could do was laugh my head off bcoz all these blood and guys were like flying all over the place. Justin (Zoey's bf) was doing the same....i recommend that movie if u feel like laffin... much love xoxoxo -lynnie- back in the mean time co0kiEs n CreAm2 March, 2006 - 2:15pm :: Journal
hey guys and gurls. yes im back for the mean time. basically, i havent done much apart from being ever so busy with my second year of nursing. you see, we've been put on 2 separate groups- 1 and 2, and what we have to do is spend basically 8 weeks in hospitals working alongside registered nurses and helping out with patients, giving medications and basically just do what the registered nurses do and i am REALLY enjoying my time and as days go by, im determined that this is my future career- apart from becoming an auto mechanic AS well as being a chef. so yeah, i've finished clinicals for the mean time and now i have essays due in. today was kind of ok seeing as i managed to get some work done in relation with my essay so im down with that.
for the past 3 days, i was feeling depressed...my best friend who lives in the same house as me just completely shut me off and refrained from talking with me. i dont know what i did to her...but the thought of JB staying the other night occupied my head. i thought that maybe zoey got mad about JB staying over so i just let her do what she wants and not talk with me. but today, while i was in a lecture, i received a txt from her asking if i wanted to go shopping with her after my lecture and before she went off to clinical. anyway, i decided to keep her company and not discuss what had been happening for the past 3 days simply because it might just bring out the bitchiness once again. im going to watch HOSTEL along with the others. we're going to watch the late/last movie so that should be fun fun fun, then most likely off to go clubbing hehehehe. last tuesday was O-WEEK. it means that for the whole week before university started (too bad for us nurses because we started 2months ago grrr) the students get to have major fun! ie: get drunk every flippin day! anyway, there was a hypnotist who came around our campus and as always...i volunteered...so your one and only got hypnotized. it was major fun to be honest. it wasn't just me so that was even better! the things he got us to do was think that our chairs were vibrating; got us to kiss the closest person next to us no matter what their gender was; got us to think that all the guys in the room had small penises; got us to do whacked out dancing routines and loads more. all in all, it was just pure FUN! i also found out that my mum might need to go and have insulin for her diabetes. i always told her to be careful of what she ate and not too much sugar...but does she ever listen? NO!!! definitely not, so now she's realising the consequences. well i must be going now its 1.11am and im knackered... much love xoxoxo omg this is so not happening co0kiEs n CreAm 10 February, 2006 - 1:06pm :: Journal
ok hey guess what the fuck im doing right now? thats right, chatting to my ex. you know, the one that i fell madly inlove with and then i broke up with him after 10 months...and then i went into a mad depression and cried for months. im over the whole idea now...but yeah, ive been talking with him and reminiscing on the good old times. he mentioned about THE KISS in my room. no tongue, no nothing...just kissing by the lips. that was by far THE BEST kiss I have ever had in my life. I felt like i was flying. flying so high, i thought i died. anyway, he said that he doubts that he will find that kiss anytime soon. then, later on...he asked me if we could do it again so I agreed. and we were talking ab out Valentines Day and what we are doing... i dont know though, im stuck......sigh* once again, im a tad confused... much love xoxoxo BBQ and the PARTY co0kiEs n CreAm 3 February, 2006 - 2:38am :: Journal
my entry has no relation to what my title sez whatsoever. lastnight was typical...bleh bleh bleh...nothing much to do, im suppose to be studying but yeah...that didnt happen anytime soon then b4 i knew it it was 12.30am and i had class at 8am so beddy byes. the whole of this morning was rush rush rush. we got given scenarios where our fellow colleague was to be the patient and the rest were the student nurses. we had to find out what was wrong with her, take all her vital signs and prick her finger to see her glucose level, IV drops, her medication and basically EVERYTHING there is to know about her. it was mad funny because we were all in our characters and she was acting all diabetic and she had to get her big toe amputated. and we had to pretend that she came out of surgery and her toe needed dressing change so i did that and yeah...it was awesome!!! i enjoyed it anyway...FYI it was still awesome fun! i tried to ask one of the lecturers if it was possible for me to change hospitals for clinicals but yeah, the list had been finalised so bummer for me! there was a new girl in our class and she was from down south. pretty...but zoey doesnt like her lol. not that zoey likes anyone apart from us lol. shes such a hard person to get along with to be honest, but when you're friends with her...shes MINT as! study throughout this whole entire 3-day weekend. hello...i dont wanna make any mistakes when im out at clinical...its peoples health on the line here so yeah, i have to know my shizznizzle!! im down and out... much love xoxoxo dun dun dun dun!!! co0kiEs n CreAm 2 February, 2006 - 9:23am :: Journal
TODAY was awesomeeeeeeeeeee! we finished mad early (2pm lol) instead of 5 so everyone was pretty stoked about it. last night was tooo damn hot in the apartment so slept in the nude. then this morning, zoey walks in
and i was still comatosed to the days and she gave me a fright. lucky i had my blanket over me hehehe otherwise BOOYAH for her! anyway we decided to miss out on our 8am patho review class because we were just too tired, even tho we went to bed pretty early the night before. this morning at 9am was awesome. we studied about gastro-enteritis and blah dee dah. we had our lecturer who EVERYBODY thinks was and IS a definite 100% B.I.T.C.H. and she came over to our table of people. we all went quiet because HELLO shes a "bitch". then she helped us answer all these questions... then RANDOMLY out of the blue, she looks at me and asks, "so whos your clinical lecturer?" i was like...dumb founded by her random question but i replied with a "umm...you". then she was like..."hmmm oh ok, i see...hmmm so whats your name?" "um....Lynn why?" "hmmm i see....i see now". then she smiled and i was like, wahhahahaha WTF is she on drugs so that our awkward moment. i dont know if it was a bad thing because i was getting in her face, or whether i was answering AND asking all the right questions, but i think i will stick with the 'getting in her face' option so i dont look like a total geek to you guys lol. anyway, so she left us and went on her merry way and we just talked blah blah blah. class finished and zoey and i went back to the apartment. fell asleep while watching spongebob and woke up sometime around 3.30pm. went to the kitchen and cooked me some MEATY STUFf simply bcoz i LURRRVEEE MEAT lol. then went to see if zoey was up and i asked if she wanted to go to the mall and go food shopping with me. then yeah yeah yeah...got some soy milk, sultana bran blah blah and off back home. whhopssss forgot that the mall was open till 9pm tonight so we cruised back after we put our frozen things in the freezer. omigosh...a LOT of people...well im tired now and i gotta go do some study...HOLLA back from meeee soon! much love xoxoxo f*cking hell co0kiEs n CreAm1 February, 2006 - 7:16am :: Journal
Well hey guys! Omigosh today was so hectic, my day started off at 8am for DEMONSTRATION room. We got taught how to calculate IV volumes, CRP, Tubes and nasal gastric tubing. We had to talk to this mofo dummy and find out what was wrong with him. Its so scary because I had to do it by myself while others got to have partners and whatnot. Anyway, basically the whole day was rush rush rush and yeah but it was mad fun too. TOO DAMN HOT though? I told my mum how this is year is kind of scary for me, with nursing and clinical and shit. And how I am thinking of quitting, and instead do a mechanics course or a chefs course. Her reply? Up to you, you?re 20 years old. So I asked what the fuck was her problem and why she hasn?t even bothered to ask how university is going and how I am. And she didn?t reply. Fucking hell...I am so sick of trying?.whatever happens?.fuck everything and fuck everyone! But yeah, so that is my story for today. Much love xoxoxo you'll never buy better co0kiEs n CreAm29 January, 2006 - 8:14am :: Journal
well well well...yesterday i came to metropolis (k's hotel) and leon, and these 2 german came with us to denny's. that was fun, most of the waitress/waiters are all international students so yeah...we ate, had RTDs and kahlua wiff milk. anyway came back to the hotel and started drinking vodka lol. got tipsy blah blah...then off we went to FAMILY. went in and leon was like "j is behind u", so i quickly turned around and yeah, there she was. so i gave her a hug and she gave me one of those kiss on the cheek. then i met her friend mark, man he's soooooo awesome~ anyway holy shit, we danced like....forever....and we held hands blah blah.....yeah then she asked if i wanted to go for a walk to get some water and she got some ciggies too. anyway, went back into family and yeah...danced some more...etc etc etc was fun! then we were suppose to go to k's friend's house but turned out he went to family. we even had to pick up anna (k's friend) from her hotel and she was mad passed out. then when we came back, leon was fucking sucking his cock in the car or something coz his pants were down!!!!!!!!!!! TYPICAL BASTARD! then it was toooo damn hot inside so we cruised off to starmart (its like 7/11 or something) and stayed there for more than an hour coz it was air-conditioned) then kenneth bought me a cookie crumble ice cream lol. so were sitting by the window and this RANDOM as dude just came outta nowhere and kissed the window. then this random as chick ran towards the fucking window and squashed her tits. TWICE! we were like pissing ourselves laughing coz her tits went wonky whhhahaahahaa!!! then this girl started chucking infront of us and everyone including her kept standing on it!!! we were like.........eeewwww gross!!! then...yeah we just walked around after that bcoz the sum was shining already. we never got home till 7am and for all those times....my contact lenses were fucking up! my eyes were runny as anything lol well that was my night... much love xoxoxo pee pee yo yo's co0kiEs n CreAm28 January, 2006 - 7:13am :: Journal
wel yesterday after class which ended at 4pm, i got invited by lou (this gurl) to their house for a party. so i was like...hmm whatever im not sure, thats what i always say when i dont wanna go lol. anyway, i decided to go anyway with zoey and jestine. but before that (bcoz i finished earlier than zoey) i picked leon up at his hotel and we went clothes shpping fo me lol then i was getting mad txts from zoey and jestine asking where the heck i was, so i went back to the hostel and we had to find this stupid nursing office thing so we could pay our insurance thing before we head off to clinical. BUT sadly we fucking got completely lost and instead! i mean, we were like driving for like 3 hrs or something lol and we never found the damn place in the end but yeah...that drive contained a lot of funny as things that happened! this biker chick went passed my car bcoz we were caught in traffic jam, anyway leon basically hopped out the window to grab the gurl but he was too slow lol. then this lady who was walking on the footpath (it was kinda windy too) had her skirt fly up to her face nearly ahhahahahaa and awww man...and the amount of U-turns i made was just...tooooooooooooooo much lol. we ended up in the motorway going down south as well....which was mad funny! to the party, lou opened the fucking door and she was gone!!! she was all tuttering and stuff. she was like "oh i had 6 shots of tequila and yeahhh". man we were like shocked bcoz shes like this quiet as gurl in class and then BOOM! madness strikes lol. anyway, she had heaps of food so we munched those down coz we were mad hungry. then yeah, i sang on the karaoke lol shameeeeeeeeee!!! lou kept coming over to me with these shots and wouldnt go away until i finished them all. i was driving but hey, i drank like there was no tomorrow. anyway......blah deee dah it was fun! moving onto today now, i got woken up by zoey at like 7am to say goodbye bcoz i didnt end up going to the 21st that i got invited to. i didnt feel like it and when i dont feel like doing somethin...i'lll jus b a downer and stuff. anyway, she said goodbye blah blah and i drifted back off to sleep. woke up at 10am and got breakfast and started studying and i jus finished now...5:44pm. SUCKS huh?!?!? to top it all off, mum is going on with her drama again...but hopefully shes ok now. then my aunt called me and talked about me and mum, omigosh, talk about drama man! i cant deal with those right now, ive got uni to worry about. well i must be gone now because leon and i are going to dinner... much love xoxoxo IM HURT!!!!!!!! co0kiEs n CreAm26 January, 2006 - 7:06am :: Journal
well hey. my class finished at 3pm today which was saweeet considering it was supposed to be at 4pm. we had another early start at 8am so yeah...slept pretty ok lastnight so that was a bonus. anyway this morning, zoey, megan and i were walking towards the campus (take note that it had been raining the night before) when i stood on this algae infested/slippery/green slimey/wet thing and yeah, i ended up doing the splits in all different directions and i had a massive bag on my shoulder which made the impact worst. then HUGE stones tore my knee and are probably still in there lol. Im good with pain but yeah, this itme, i had to stop moving for like 5 mins bcoz i couldnt breathe properly and yeah....i was bleeding to death lol. Then Zoey and Megan were like...omigosh r u ok blah blah. lucky i wasnt wearing my nursing uniform man, otherwise it would've gotten all muddified. So now, my left leg is like all limpy and numb...and got pins n needles. im supppose to be going to the library but yeah....maybe later. lol Much love xoxoxo what a day........! co0kiEs n CreAm23 January, 2006 - 11:14am :: Journal
Well here's the latest goss from ME...I just finished unpacking all my stuff from coming down yesterday. I left Whangarei at about 3.10pm and didn't get here until 5 to 6 (5:55pm). Anyway, Megan and I just went to Warehouse (walmart) and got some stuff...went to Foodtown (food grocery place) and got something. Then Harley (Megan's bf) took us to this asian food court place for dinner. Man how I missed Auckland. Zoey didn't get here until like 7pm or 8pm because of mad traffic jam 45mins away form Auckland. Then she had to leave again to go to Justin's house because it was his birthday. I also got a phonecall from Joydah late lastnight...I didn't know what to say because I was in the middle of unpacking some things lol. She apologised for being a dickhead because she 'declared' her likeness for me when she was drunk thru text messaging. I found it quite amusing really and told her that no harm done. Leon and Kenneth also visited my dorm lastnight but they didn't stay long. Then after they left, I went to my friend Jennie's house to grab the rest of my stuff that I left at her house aka my tv so I can watch L Word tonight lol. Too muchhhhhh....I was knackered I didn't get home till nearly 1AM and then Zoey and Justin arrived too so we talked until what, 2am! Lastnight or I should say, this morning was the WORST night ever! None of us got any sleep at all. I don't know if it was the new surroundings or the new bed but flip! It sucked like hell !!! Then we had class from 9am till 2pm today which went by pretty fucking quick if you ask me. Anyway, we basically just got introduced to our 4 new papers for this semester which lasts like 16 weeks or whatever. Omigosh, Zoey, Megan and I were all trying our best to stay up throughout the entire lecture. Luckily it only lasted until 12.30pm which wasn't so bad. Then we took this opportunity to cruise out and buy groceries...and also some shopping hehehe =P I spent in total...$120 today...can you believe it? I can't! I'm a student and I am broke ahahahaha. I got a new hoodie which I am wearing right now....I'm not suppose to because hello, wash it first lol but yeah...tried it out. Then I got a shirt which the style is like...all worn out but its new, then another shirt..but its just to wear around the house so yeah and the rest I spent on food. But that's for like...2 weeks worth of food man hehhee. Today was an exhausting experience after we went shopping. Megan and I both had single beds in our rooms so we went to the office- and the secretary being our little 'friend' (lol) opened this other apartment across from ours and open all the doors to see if there were any king singles which is heey a TAD bigger that a single bed! Omigosh, sooooo lucky because out of the 6 rooms, there was only 2 ing single beds...SAWEEET! So Zoey, Megan and I dragged our old beds across and got the new ones in hehehe. Man Zoey said that the old crusty bed that I had in my room used to be hers and then Justin was like, "I had sex in your bed...you have MY cum stains on it neh neh neh" I was like...."so? Zoey slept in my bed with MY cum stains and 3 other peoples...neh neh neh!" He was like.....blank ahahahaha. Yeah so anyway, Zoey and I unpacked ALLLLLL our stuff and man that was such a mission if you try doing it by yourself lonesome. Anyway....I'm all done now but Zoey is going to continue tomorrow. I might help her lol. We were having a smoke outside and a coffee when this lady walked past us. I of course just had to say hello..and it turns out that she's from San Franscisco and yeah...she's going to be staying in New Zealand for 3 years because she's doing some research thing. Talked to her for a wee while...and yeah...she seemed pretty cool I guess lol. Well its 9.56pm, I am typing this ...and I am sooooo TIRED!!!! BUT I have to stay awake for L Word hehehehehe. Tomorrow shall be a new day........do you realise how much stuff we HAVE to do just for THIS semester??? YUP! A LOT. And to top it all off, my laptop is fucked because Jono (my ex) uploaded XP Professional in it and its like sooo pirated and now yeah...I need that same CD that he put on so I can reformat it! Ugh...so I might get his bestfriend to do it for me wahahahahaah.... Well much love xoxoxo auckland here i come co0kiEs n CreAm22 January, 2006 - 3:40am :: Journal
well just writing on here to say that im moving back to my dorm this afternoon. ive packed my stuff early this morning which im proud of because i got up early hehehehe...anyways, im stoked to be moving back...for some reason, i think ive had enuff of homeness =P its just too...iffy here lol my plan when ig et back is to steal the piece of paper from the university notice board hehehehe...then...shopping for some books maybe...or clothes...who knows! then early tomorrow should be fun fun fun fun fun!!! early start at 9AM at room AA234 from 9AM till 4pm. geeezzzz...i'll be asleep first day back at college....ugh ain't that fabuloso!!!!!! heheheheh well...for those who know me, know me well...for those who judge me, go to hell! peeps, email me...i won't have internet to email back but i promise thats one of the first things i will deal with oki doki?? much love xoxoxo January 20 Paris to BerlinI just got home now, went straight to the pc lol as always. My night was ok. Mum bought me a new SIM CARD for my new cellphone and some credit for it too so I can txt hehehehehe. Also went to the lawyer's this arvo with mum and aunt. Aunt had a weeee argument with him hehehe it was funny because the lawyer got all defensive and stuff and my aunt was all like..."I am not arguing with you, I am merely asking questions...I am entitled to questions aren't I Lynn?" Man it was so hilarious, mum and I were laughing too much I actually pretended to sneezes to that I can duck down under the table to laugh. Then I had late lunch at Maccaz aka Mickey D's and Leon met me there and took me away as always. Mum and aunt were pissing themselves laughing because of Leon and his lil' 'gay' walk hehehehee. I must admit, it's pretty funny! Anyway met Zoey and mum (her mum) at the optometrists because she was choosing new frames for her glasses. I found an awesome one but yeah...I've already got one....I don't need another lol. Then we went to Warehouse aka Walmart and played Star Wars with some duraseal stuff for notebooks and hit each other. Leon was humping Zoey in the ass with it and mum kept laughing...SHAME!!! From Paris to Berlin, in every disco I get in, my heart is pumping for love, pumping for love, 'Cause when I'm thinking of you, And all the things we could do, my heart is pumping for love Patience is a game, and every night I say your name, Hoping that you'll answer 'cause I'm going insane. It's quite along time ago , You brought me out of control, Hungry for your lovin' like I know what that might be From Paris to Berlin, in every disco I get in, my heart is pumping for love, pumping for love, 'Cause when I'm thinking of you, And all the things we could do, my heart is pumping for love you left me longing for you you left me longing for you you left me longing for you you left me longing for you Teasing was the thing and now I just can't let it go Meeting you were something no-one else needs to know I guess I'm thinking of you, like I would know what to do If and when I found you, but I don't I've got no clue From Paris to Berlin, in every disco I get in, my heart is pumping for love, pumping for love, 'Cause when I'm thinking of you, And all the things we could do, my heart is pumping for love you left me longing for you you left me longing for you you left me longing for you you left me longing for you January 19 f*cking hellAnyway, just finished talking with Zoey (its raining now so I cant clean my car lol) about moving back to Auckland this Sunday. What time we should maybe think about leaving etc etc. She said something that we should arrive around about 7pm or something so we can disturb that dude that we hate who runs the dorm (because he lives on the upstairs apartment with his family) and we can ruin his dinner wahahahahaha! So so so cruel...oh well.
Zoey has planned this farewell dinner thing this Saturday and so she txted everyone who WE wanted to come...no one has replied. So sad really....I was telling her on the phone that this shall be the last time she ever made an effort trying to put something together for everyone because it just basically backfired on her face. Yesterday I was in town with mum and I met up with Zoey and mum (her mum) and had lunch together and she was annoyed already because no one has replied to her invitation. Which sucks...then Amy replied saying that she was at the camping grounds camping until Monday. It was the deal that camping was from the 17th to the 19th so yeah Saturday is like the 21st so WTF right?!?!? So yeah....nevermind! Their flipping fault.....then they'll turn around and say that they never saw us before we left....those bitches better not fucking say anything close to that or I'm gonna fucking rip their heads off!!!!! ARGHHH!!!! Much love
xoxoxo January 18 i dont wana go another.....day *my song*Just basically hung out with Leon the rest of the night. Cruised over to his work and waited till he finished. You know what they're doing? Just because he is leaving, they are like deducting his pay for this week~ how retarded man! Here is the reason why he is leaving, and for my friend who will end up reading this...YOU SHOULD NOT FEEL BAD!!! I LOVE YOU!!! Hhehehee Leon is leaving his work to move to Auckland. This is by far the most hurried up decision he has EVER made in his life. Now, I had a bit of a chat with him out in the carpark behind my house about his reasons for moving. Basically, this guy "TIMMY" (ahahhahahaha lol) is one of his MAJOR reason for moving, but also amongst other things such as better work load, we (his friends) are going to be there and there is nothing for him up here anyway. I was surprised that he is moving but hey...Zoey and I will look after him too! He's only going to be in Auckland until his uni starts in April or something so that's fine I guess. I am so scared right now. I've come to the conclusion that when I start uni this Monday, I will probably go back to my old ways...GUY PIMPING...Leon said that there was nothing wrong with that but yeah, I wanted to have something with a chick but looks like that that is so not going to happen. Guys...*sigh*...you just gotta love them. Girls...I don't know what to say lol. Now "TIMMY", I know you will probably read this so here is what I am going to say. You need not worry about anything. Leon moving is a good thing if not THE BEST thing. He is pursuing something he has never ever done in his life and this is the first. You should be happy in a way because yeah...helloooooo CLUBBING every weekend!!! WOOT WOOT lol I know you will look afte rmy dear buddy, and if worse comes to worse...HE IS FUCKING MOVING IN my apartment OK! Ahahahahaha...anyway, are you going to buy her a present?? Ooooh can you tell me what it is? AND I will be seeing you this Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait sweetie!!! Much love xoxoxo January 17 Dorm.....might asll live in a flatI cried today lol like a little girl. Zoey asked me to call her and I did as soon as I got to my aunt's house. Problems about our dorm...that stupid fucking dagfucker who is in charge of the whole place fucking forgot about us moving in early because we're nursing students and we start the earliest. Before we went back home for our vacation, we forwarded letters to him...HAND WRITTEN letters stating how we are to be expected back on the 22nd of January due to the fact that the nursing students are starting early because of our interships in hospitals. He of course said that it was ok to be put on the same fucking apartments and heeven gave us proof that we are to be put in these particular apartments. So tomorrow, I am going to fucking lose my mind because my temper is fucking raging as I type! I fucking hate that bastard!!! GODDDDDDDDDDD I could just strangle him!!!!!! ARRGGGHHH so Zoey was so frustrated and she starts crying on the phone. Then I start crying because she's crying and also because I was so angry! Have you ever felt sooooooo MAD and frustrated that you just start breathing really fast and start crying?? Well that's what happened to me this afternoon. ARGHHHH......Well I should change topics... I picked Leon up from his house today and went into town. He handed in his resignation for his job because yesterday when we were in Auckland, he decided that he was going to move there with me, work there and live at K's house. I knew he was going to do it but I just didn't want to say much on the topic. Today, he told his mum. She of course starts crying and yeah. Leon called me (I was still asleep) and he told me what had happened. This afternoon, I was talking with his mum and she started crying. I had to comfort her and tell her to let it out. I kept telling her how she doesn't have to worry about a thing because Zoey and I will also be in Auckland and if worse comes to worse, I can always drive him back or just lend him my car. It's only 1 1/2 hours drive anyway. She wasn't worried about how far it was...it was more to do with his son's well-being and stuff. So again, I told her...that I wouldn't agree to this idea if we were not there, but we are so it's ok. I also told her that she has raised an amazing boy and he will be responsible fos his own actions. She smiled at me...then she must have felt better because she stopped crying. NO LOVE FROM ME!!!!!!! I'm annoyed! URGH January 11 = a day of shopping =Well got home at 5pm...the earliest I've been back from being out lol. Basically, the day started retarded so that didn't change until I met up with Leon and Zoey. I first went to get my car sussed out, then yeah...it's not going to be done until tomorrow...those stupid fucks are totally fucking us around just because I'm asian and I'm a girl, they think thaty I don't know jack about cars!
Went to go food shopping with mum and got some food...obviously lol. Then after, I got a txt from Shaun and Leon on both my phones asking where I was. So turns out, Leon was at the Town Basin which was like 30 seconds away from the food Pak n Save so I just walked to where they were. Zoey and Leon had this disgusting as drink they bought from a random shop and yeah...it was gross! Shaun was working out on the farm so he couldn't come to town, poor thing. Right now, I am so tired from walking around all the shops because Leon wanted to buy some new clothes. It was very hard to pick out jeans but the shirts that he got was awesome! I am so jealous lol. Anyway, went into Jay-Jay's and Zoey and I found this man shirt lol and Leon told me to try it out and he'll buy it for me. So I had to go get the Xtra Small and yeah...he got it for me lol $15 it was. Well I cannot type anymore right now because I want to sleeppppp...ZzzzZzZzZz... PS: I told mum about Leon and I going to Auckland this Friday and come back Sunday. She didn't agree but yeah, she can't really stop me...LOL...clubbing babeyyyy hereI come...I have to sort out what clothes I'm going to wear *sigh* Much love xoxoxo =...nothing much...=Just got back 30mins ago. From the movies with Shaun, Zoey and Leon. We saw Rumor Has It....was awesome. I guess we're those group of friends who piss people off in the cinemas by laughing hard and loud or just moving around everytime or yeah, just plain annoying. It was hilarious that movie, made us all think about life itself. There was a quote in the movie which was "if you were to marry someone, you might as well marry your bestfriend", Shaun and I both looked at each other and laughed. We sersiously laughed. Our inside joke for the week. Then there was another quote "Life is short. Marriage is long. So drink up and that'll make it a hell of a lot faster!" and Zoey turned to me and told me that I am to say that quote in her wedding. Anyway earlier today, yes beach...we drove around for like miles on end to look for the beach where Zoey's dad was going to get seashells lol and we decided that we couldn't find him so we just stopped in this little town and has something to eat. We put petrol in Zoey's car and this lady who works there was literally looking at me. I spotted a ring on her wedding finger so I thought, better not make eye contact. Anyway, we had something to eat then had coffee next door and this girl who was working there was a total dyke! TOTALLY...and this guy who worked there looked like a guy I went out with in high school of whom I forgot his name while as was goi ng out with him AHAHAHAHAH. But that's not the point, all the way through the trip to nowhere, I wasn't talking with Leon even though he bought my lunch and coffee (LOL) because I was giving him shit about this weekend and how I think that he is going to ditch me when we go back to Auckland to be with Kenneth. He was like, "well I thought you said you were going to be with someone, so I assumed". My reply was "oh assume my fucking ass Leon! You don't give a shit anyway, so you can go ahead without me on your fucking gay little trip! Fuck off!" Ahahahaa...funny but yeah...he believed me. I pullled the acting thing off =P then we basically just chilled here (at my house) for a while and watched some tv and RANDOMLY decided that we were going to watch a movie at 8.30pm. My aunt called and was asking for mum but she was at the bar playing slot machines so the 3 of us walked there to tell her to go and call aunt back but the didn't want to. Instead, she gave us $2 each to play and Leon won like $27 so we said that he was going to pay for the movie lol. After the movie, we were driving back to my house and this freaky fuck guy driving side by side to us with one headlight and a REALLY old like 70's pick up truck (sorta like a scary movie from USA lol) fucking looked at me and smiled. I was sitting in the backseat and yeah...I was just like...WTF!?!?!?!?!?!! Back home now, mum told us 3 that we were going to this lady's house tomorrow because it was her birthday blah blah, so if it's boring as...I'm walking to Leon's house because it's like 20 seconds away. But this party thing is at like 6pm tomorrow night so tomorrow day, Zoey, Leon and I are going to go shopping because Leon has clothing vouchers that need using. Well I'm down and out xoxoxo =peaZe=
January 09 = my stupid day, got stupider =I just talked to Leon...the shortest ever conversation I had with him. He just told me that he told Shaun that he just wanted to be friends. Shaun's reply??? "Same here". We freaked out for nothing, but it's better to be prepared than not at all right? Also, Shaun didn't want to lose his friendship with Leon and it IS better this way. I just got home from mum's friend's house. My aunt took me with her but mum stayed here. Found out that this dude that I sort of grew up with- but aren't closely knitted with is...infact...Gay. Turned out that he was in the same gay club only a day after we were. He was going on about it like there was no tomorrow. I just kept nodding and smiling. What else could I do? I'm eating cereal right now because that's all that's available in my house. Some fucking bad news about my car. Zoey called me to tell me that her dad who is a mechanic was going to make a 'stop-over' at the garage that my car was getting fixed at and give them a piece of his mind. I was like OMG are you crazy!?!?! Ahahahaha so funny though because he is like this staunch as dad and he just says what he wants to say no matter how anybody else feels about it. He is so crazy and I love him!!! Anyway, apparently, the people that are fixing my car wasn't able to find a balljoint compatible to my car which means that they have to order it at the TOYOTA palce which was going to cost me $400+ BUT if they just send the old balljoint to get rebuilt, taht will cost me $208 so I was like...well ok I think I'm going to go with the cheaper one. Then I txted Zoey this info and she called me saying that her dad was going to visit the people fixing my car. He also told me to cancel the balljoint repair and he'll do it himself. But it turns out that the shop that he gets his parts from didn't have any balljoint compatible with my car so this means that he needs to go back to the TOYOTA place...which brings us back to the beginning. So then Zoey said to take the car back to the place where mum got the four balljoints fixed and get a refund or ask them to re-fix it for free seeing as balljoints are suppose to last like 5 or so yrs, not 6 fucking months! URGH...I am going to stop here...this is fucking me off! Changing stations, Leon wants to go to the beach tomorrow and I do too because I want to hit it with the waves but my body board totally ripped so I have to get a new one. He also wants to go back to Auckland this weekend to the gay clubs so he is going to pull a "sicky" at work and yeah. I don't know where the hell I'm going to stay the night if we do end up going back to Auckland, hopefully not at JD's house though. I don't know about her yet...I'm confused and she IS an awesome girl to get tangled up in my webs of confusion. I was talking with mum this arvo about getting a tattoo. She is so not agreeing to that idea so I decided to drop it. But she did mention one thing though....which is good news to me. She is flying me over to USA this year if I am still keen on going. I cannot believe it!!!!!!! I am so happy...I missed out last 2004 and I am not backing up this year. The only dealio is I don't want to stay at my cousin's house because this means that curfew is at 10PM. Is she crazy!!! HELLOOOOO I just get up at that time. I got out all night and omigosh...Mum laughed at her though, mum said that I don't come home till 6am so how did she (my cousin) expect me to be under a 10PM curfew?!? Ahahahahhaa....anyways, I'm feeling a tad tired and L Word is on tonight so I cant be tired for that lol. January 07 Auckland Trip BabeyyyI'm back from my trip now. And this is what happened...I stayed at Leon's the night before so I don't have to drive there in the morning and be late because I know for a fact that I will just bum around until I decide to fix up my things and leave for Auckland with the other two. Had pizza for dinner that night, Zoey came over because she wanted to get the fuck out of her house and watched this fucked up movie called, 'Dead & Breakfast'. We all think it was basically a movie flop from USA lol. Anyway, we were all on the bed watching and I felt so happy just being with the three bestest friends I have. I wish it could be like that everyday! We were laughing, I was being a toe to Zoey, Shaun was passed out and Leon was always the interested one no matter what movie it is. The movie did have some funny bits to it, but a retarded funny kinda thing. Afterwards, Zoey and I went for a ciggy outside and pretty much talked for a good hour or so and this was past 12AM. Then she went home, I got ready for bed and BOOM! I hit the sack! The next day was ok, we got up, made coffee for Shaun and I and hot choc for Leon. Then we packed our overnight bags and cruised off to Maccaz for breakfast aka another coffee from McCafe. Then off we hooned down State Highway 1 for the next 2hours or so. Shaun drove from Whangarei to Orewa (Oh-ree-wah) lol then from then on, he told me to drive around the cities. It was funny because everytime I over-took a car, he'd pull this face that sorta says "HOLY SHIT I'M GOING TO DIE!!!". Anyway we got to the city and the stupid Harbour Bridge only had like 3 or 4 lanes open, so that meant that all these mofo cars were all piled up and stuff. TRAFFIC JAM hard out. Well knowing me, I couldn't stay in just one lane so I kept changing lanes ahahhaa. The first thing we had to do was go to the place that we were going to stay at and pay. OMG what happened was, these girls from UK or something were like....wahahahhah kinda flirty. She was outside while we were getting our drinks from the car and we walked past her and she smiled and said "hey" sorta like what Joey off FRIENDS does when he says, "How you doin?". Anyway that was that. Then off to Leon's brother's work just to pop by and say HEY then we cruised back to the city and walked around the malls/shops. Shaun wanted to buy some clothes but he ended up not doing that. We were all starving to death and so we found a food court and got some Italian pizza and some pasta stuff. The asian lady who served me had a staring problem as always so everytime she gawked at me, I just smiled back. I mean, what else CAN you do? Jump on the counter and strangle the fuck out of her? LOL then off we went to TIMEOUT Arcade and took some Neo Prints. For those who don't know what they are, they're like picture/photo booths from Japan or something. They are all so crazy...I'm going to scan them when Leon gives me my copy and yeah...have it on display. Then on our way back to the backpackers, there was a show on the Aotea Center with this guy on a unicycle. We waited like an hour for him to get the fuck on it! Omigosh...so crazy! Then off up K Rd to go back to the backpackers. Walked past the strip club- THE WHITE HOUSE with these girls just probably about to start work lol. Up K Rd, we decided to find the clubs that we're going to be going to that night. There was FAMILY, KAMO, BACIO/KISS and BLEND where apparently was full of lesbians according to Leon. It's just too damn bad that I didn't get to go to any of those except for FAMILY because I got totalled! I started off with 4 Smirnoff Black then opened my vodka bottle which was 37.2%. Started shotting that by itself until Leon told me to stop. Then somehow I stil managed to get dressed and put make-up on (eyeshadow and lipgloss) because when I looked at my bottle this morning...there was about 1/3 left lol. I think all I did lastnight was puke all over the show. Now, when I say that, I don't really mean puke all over the place. I make my way to the toilet thank you very much! I've got flashes of what I was doing in FAMILY but I think all I did was fall over and grab other people's arms for support lol. I know I saw some women looking men lol and for those few minutes that I was kind of sober-ish lol I could tell that the place was jam packed! I was suppose to meet JD at FAMILY but as you can tell, I didn't make our little arrangement. I THINK Shaun took me back to the backpackers which was like 10 seconds away from the clubs and I must have passed out. Apparently, Leon met up with JD and mentioned that she was pretty cool and a good dancer so I'ma HOLLA to that piece of info! I txted JD this morning apologising for the inconvenience and that I was totally smashed! She said maybe we weren't meant to meet for the first time in a gay club so I don't know what that means. Anyway, I thought I needed to get my stomach pumped because of the amount of vomit I was projecting hehehe but HEY...I just needed my fatty fries to suck up all the alcohol juices lol. I just feel bad because Shaun looked after me the whole night, but mind you...he didn't want to go to the gay clubs anyway. He said he was scared lol. This morning, I was on my way to the bathroom when I saw a used condom right infront of our door...I was like...EEEEEWWWWWW WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!! Then Shaun said that this guy picked it up hehehehe...still icky! I am moving back to Auckland in like 2 weeks for another year at Auckland University of Technology. So my new hang out will most likely be up at K Rd with the rest of my new crowd lol. I'm down and out and much love xoxoxo |
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